Tomorrow's GSC already......
Feels really ill-at-ease; so I did what I always do when I feel unsettled: Write some random stuff!

Below is what I came up with this time.
Hopefully you can tell that initially I meant it to be a poem XP:


Ghost of a whisper, faint as if unheard
Strangled cries, silent screams
Fury, towards this world
Like hurricane, threatening to engulf


Please stop telling me not to cry
Don't force me to bottle up everything
Not everyone can, be alright
Simply talking over their troubles and worries


Don't always tell me to be brave
To take care of others, to initiate
You seem to have forgotten, right from the start
I've once had, an immature heart


Is adulthood truly that great?
For everyone to wish me to grow up
If being mature, means to give up my true self
To hide all that I feel, I'd rather not


I don't want to be strong, be responsible for all
I would like more chances, to be by myself
So please, don't tell me not to cry
Just this time


Give me a chance, to be emotional
Just let the tears trinkle, unhindered
To let out all that's pented up within
Please see past all that illusion
Of what society turned me to be

Labels: anger, fustration, poem, random